there has been so much kindness given to me unwillingly, i rarely know how to respond. most times i give thanks and sometimes i just smile, i need to teach myself to be more open. more open. open. that black and white horse, still arching among us. have you ever took part in an existential conversation with someone whom you've just met? they're quite magical, aren't they? it only happens to me upon rare occasion. i look forward to its serendipity.

i sit before flowers hoping they will train me in the art of opening up.
— shane koyczan

on the player .
+ oliver tank / dreams ep
+ gems / medusa
+ late night tales (bonobo)
+ kiln / meadow:watt

november has been open for seventeen days and i am just now walking through.